I'm a Mississippi girl living just outside of Salt Lake City, Utah. I've been living in Utah 18 years next month. I'm now 46 years old and I'm lost, lost in the dark. What a life I've had.
Well, currently I'm sitting in the living room in my rented town home in Draper, Utah, watching a recorded movie on my DVR called "Julie & Julia." Amy Adams that plays Julie in the movie decided to start a blog and I thought maybe it would be a good idea I create a blog so I could have "someone" to talk to. I've had so many dark days and this past Saturday was one of the lowest. I'm determined to save my own life, yet it's probably the most challenging thing I've ever done.
Since I have ADD, I thought maybe it would be more fun to add photos along the way.
I've noticed that when I'm depressed, my ADD seems to be worse. Maybe because I just lose site on what I want in life. Who knows? I take Adderall. I should take it twice a day, yet since I don't have insurance it cost's about $89 so I take it once a day so I can stretch out my supply for two months. I would probably do better if I took it twice a day, yet not until I'm working again and I feel a little more secure financially.
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